2008-11-07

Here

在夜裡
喜歡
來這裡
彷彿
可以看看熟悉的朋友
彷彿
可以照見自己
這裡
總是帶著一絲分享一絲隱密一絲探索一絲我自己
需要讀者嗎
或者只要有作者繼續地寫 默默地
這裡
留下了情緒的足跡
這裡
提醒了過去
這裡
映照著當下
我喜歡
偶而自己拜訪
站在遠處像個過路人 靜靜的 觀看
而有時
像現在
會想再敲寫
留下點滴
黑暗裡唯一的光來自於螢幕
不加思索的憑著觸覺敲打鍵盤
混合著呼吸
再次發現怎麼我的肺泡這麼的小
愈來愈急促
..
所以ㄋ
重點是什麼
沒有
不可以嗎

重點在標題上阿
是你瞎了還是腦袋壞了?
I am here

2008-10-27

治療師的毛病

總是關心別人
那自己呢?
需要肩膀借肩膀
需要倒垃圾雙手伸向前捧著
需要安靜陪伴的可以不發一語
需要嘰嘰喳喳的也可以跟著破口大罵
需要鼓勵的大喊加油
需要放乎去的就悉心接受
盡全力的滿足了別人
What about me?
what about my needs??
what about my wants??
what about my care??

2008-10-24

song for today ---You Make It Real

This is exactly how I feel ....


James Morrison: You Make It Real

There's so much craziness surrounding me
There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
All my faith has gone you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

Well I'm not sure of my priorities
I've lost site of where I'm meant to be
And like holy water washing over me
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
'Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I'm full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But I can find the words
You teach my heart to speak

You make it real for meee yeaaa
And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
'Cause you make it real for me

Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am

And you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
'Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere
Somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
'Cause you are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
'Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

http://www.thelastlecture.com



"Almost all of us have childhood dreams; for example, being an astronaut, or making movies or video games for a living. Sadly, most people don’t achieve theirs, and I think that’s a shame. I had several specific childhood dreams, and I’ve actually achieved most of them. More importantly, I have found ways, in particular the creation (with Don Marinelli), of CMU’s Entertainment Technology Center of helping many young people actually *achieve* their childhood dreams." - Randy Pausch, Oct. 23, 1960 - July 25, 2008




博客來的介紹http://www.books.com.tw/exep/prod/booksfile.php?item=F011404616
直接上網站看吧http://www.thelastlecture.com

2008-10-23

我

關於我
接下來的路~正在全心感受中
我不怕夢想遙遠困難無法實現
只怕沒有夢...失去了動力
哪天除了周公告訴我的之外
可以出現一個清晰而屬於我的夢
也摸索了兩年
從費城回到台灣
在這片我生長的土地上
究竟能做些什麼?
總是對自己開放 去經驗 去探尋
但該是要更聚焦的時候了
我對著自己繼續喃喃....

在發現夢之前...僅能用意志力提醒自己
繼續走 不要停....